one of my friends told me that 'existence can be one of the most painful experiences to occur but there is beauty in it'. and it's true. cannot argue with that.
sometimes the pain is unbearable that you cannot brief. when you're doing it, you could feel pain which turns you apart. you're not thinking. you're not living. you just simply exist. day by day. minute by minute. usually at that moments...i'm drinking tea..wrapping myself in nice cosy pj's and cuddling my teddy. I know that's really pathetic. but most of the time it works. most of the time...
sometimes doesn't...but i know that in the morning the Sun will shine and could be better. because you don't basically.
feeling lonely sometimes but you can't predict future and what will happen in the corner...so i've chosen to be surprised and wait and see what will happen....
i cannot force anything.....
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