I'm keeping my head up..3..


i love fire. The feeling. The look of it. So calming down. 
well today I had right rough day. But proudly I can say, I manage to take a brief and just go straight ahead. I lost control only for one moment...which i am not happy. But It's fine. I could live with that. 
Just when you're trying bloody hard, things aren't like suppose to go or according to plan. I know that life doesn't go according to a plan. Nothing really you could plan. But I am freak about plans. i have plan A, B, C and emergency D, E. So, yeah. freak :) 
Now, I learnt that patient and hard work it counts. But sometimes I need a bit help. Which is frustrating. But it's ok. shit happen and have to move on. 
I'm looking now good company, photographer where I could do my practice. And It's fucking pain in the ass!! When you're saying 'working for free' they don't understand! 'Free' is scary. :) I'm laughing but be honest...it's sad. When you're looking for internship...you have to prepare yourself for all shit and silly things with that. 
I will say only one...good luck Michaela :)